Monday, June 21, 2010

MUSIC

How good are summer nights? Sure, I'm an old guy ... but summer nights make me feel like a kid again. I get blasts of that energy, that magic of feeling alive ... not just great memories, but I can actually feel those days. 
So here I am, playing my IPod and just soaking it all up. This playlist is filled with songs from grade school through college ... not much heavy duty rock ... mostly corny summer songs. Though I loved hard rock in high school (and still do) it's not right for beautiful summer nights. 
Do you watch TREME? It's that HBO show about New Orleans ... Treme is the part of town where all of the musicians live. Now, I don't have any musical talent ... but I can't imagine life without music. Going deaf would be worse than losing your sight ... music is your connection with your soul. Can you imagine losing your emotions? You'd be the walking dead ... how can people live just to exist? Might as well be a plant ... what's the point? Isn't the point of life to LIVE? It seems to me that we're so worried about surviving that we're sacrificing our soul to fit in - to be safe, to be a robot ... just being functional. Don't we need freedom to develop our personality? Isn't personality what it's all about? How great are interesting people? How boring is "stuff"? 
Hey I like stuff, but the thrill wears out pretty quickly ... a new car, etc ... loses its magic. But, music never loses its magic. Why's that? Because that's how you get plugged in ... plugged in to the energy of life. Yeah, meditation is cool and silence is needed to hear your inner voice ... but, music is magic ... the magic that ramps up your emotions and spirit. Without caring, life isn't worth living. Nietzsche said that where there's a why, there's a how. Of course. If there's not a why ... how can there be a how? I'm always amazed at when people try to problem solve by focusing on the how and not on the why. You can only be creative when you focus on the why ... then the answer jumps out at you. The how becomes the obvious result ... all you have to do is dot the i's and cross the t's ... that's easy ... maybe boring, but easy. Focusing on the how is like living without music ... the why brings the magic.
Music always answers the why ... why? ... because of how music makes you feel. Ever read Ayn Rand? She's all about being rational. Nothing wrong with being rational ... it's always good to make sense ... but there has to be a reason for making sense ... you have to care ... else, rationality is irrational. That's why Ayn Rand's writings always feel so metallic ... they're too cold ...
My Ipod just started playing a Door's song ... Jim Morrison was too much the poet, the magic man ... he needed to merge with Ayn Rand ... but at least Morrison had a soul.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Random Thoughts

Went to the Twins game yesterday ... pretty ugly, they really need Hardy and Hudson back in the line-up and on the field ... rumor is that Hardy got hurt in a postgame celebration - you know, one of those moronic deals where everybody starts jumping on each other ... I don't get it - never did ... just never wanted to jump on a pile of guys ...

Love the new ball park - but I keep catching the rainy days ... sure, April was beautiful, but it's been ugly sice May 1 ... but, I'd still rather sit in the rain than be trapped in that Dome ... 

What's with Jesse Crain? Unbelievable - has to be the worst player in the Major Leagues ... Crainwreck is too mild to describe his outings ...

Can't believe that the US Open is this week ... summer will be over in a minute - don't waste it ... obviously Westwood has to be a favorite ... guys from Cal such as Phil and Kim should do well ... Tiger? He's from Cal ... he should do well, but I wouldn't bet on him ... 

Have you seen that HBO show Treme? It's about New Orleans after Katrina ... about the only thing I can watch on television ...

Was really enjoying a sports scene focused on the Twins - almost puked hearing Childress talk about the Vike's Mini-Camp ... He could definitely screw-up this championship team ...

Do I sound crabby? I am ... this rainy weather drives me crazy ...